Saturday, July 10, 2010
10:13 PM
......i really really want to live in boarding school..... lik right this instance. its getting pretty chaotic n the oni thing tats keeping me goin is tat u told me u went thru the same thing and cheered me up. thx~ dam..... i really want to get away from everything n my family. i jus want to take a break away from them for a while. why does my dad nid to giv me so many conditions? he noes tat i cant do it yet he names them. for eg, getting distinction for piano grade 8 and getting scholarships. (yes, he upgraded the jus passing the piano and getting msg 1.5 for blk test 2 and eoys) i dont get it. y cant he jus leave me alone for a while? sometimes, i feel like jus ending everything and fulfill wat i promised her (even though tats virtually impossible). either tat, or i can jus repent for what i did.
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